Spinning My Wheels, Running In Place!

Today is one of those days. You know, the kind where you just wish you could go back to bed, pull the covers up over your head and just hide? I'm not sure where it has come from this time but BAM this morning it hit me. Sadness, fear, putting on that "happy face" so that the world thinks everything is ok. It's not. My body hurts, I'm worried about that. My heart hurts, no, not from a medical standpoint, it is quite literally from a broken heart, I am worried about that.

I know, I know, this blog is supposed to be about my finding the "positives" in my life and my previous paragraph isn't very positive is it? However, what I can say is that at least now I can realize and acknowledge that I'm posing and call myself out on it! Does that count as anything?? :)

So, for today I will keep this short and hopefully by the time tomorrow rolls around I will have made it a better day. I am going to give myself the same break that I try to give others and remember that if I have nothing nice to say, I will say nothing at all, even to myself!

Until then,
Beth